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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2006|06:47 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |coldcold]

survey
Last
1. Friend you saw: pareesa
2. Person you talked to on the phone: gloria
3. Text: cant text
4. Messaged over myspace: amber

Today
1. Wearing: sweatpants and a hoodie..its freezing
2. Better then yesterday: about the same


Tomorrow:
1. Is: sunday
2. Got any plans: no cause i cant walk :(
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: not being able to go anywhere
1 more day!!!!

Favorite
1. Number: 31
2. Color: purple
3. Season: winter

Currently
1. Missing someone: yea
2. Mood: okay
3. Wanting: someone to talk too

Qs & As

Q: First thing you did this morning?
turned on the television

Q: Last thing you ate?
chicken nuggets..yumm!!

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
my foots killing cause i fell on it today

Q: What's annoying you right now?:
not being able to go to work or hang with people

Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
jersey girl

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
no

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
no

Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
idk

Q: Where is the last place you went?
out to a diner

Q: Do you have any siblings?:
yes

Q: Do you smile often?:
sort of

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
no

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
yeah

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:
i slept on a couch

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
dark blue

Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?:
watching tv

Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
girl

Q: When was the last time you cried?
idk

Q: Do you get angry easily?
yea

Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
idk

Q: Take any vitamins?
no

Q: What are you about to do?:
watch a movie

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
hmm..

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
6

Q: Would you say that most people who first meet you like you?
yea
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(no subject) [Aug. 4th, 2006|01:16 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |awakeawake]
[Current Music |Cute is what we aim for cd]

APPEARANCE

HEIGHT: 5'6
HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde
EYE COLOR: blue/green
PIERCINGS: 2 in each ear..getting more

WHAT YOU WEARING?:
sweats

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Cute is what we aim for -Curse Of Curves

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?:
syrup i just ate waffles

WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:
bright out

HOW ARE YOU?:
my foots hurting

GET MOTION SICKNESS?
no

BAD HABITS?
tapping

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
yea

SEXUALITY?
straight

CHILDREN?
i want them

BEEN HURT?:
yes

YOUR GREATEST REGRET(S)?:
cant think of any

GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS?:
no

WHAT DOES YOUR CD PLAYER HAVE IN IT RIGHT NOW?:
i have an ipod

THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
too much stuff

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE/PREFERRED SEX:
1. hair
2. eyes
3. personality
4. Face
5. clothing
6. nice
7. cute

Do Drugs?:
no

HAVE YOU EVER:

Been in love?: no

Had medical emergency?: yea

Had surgery?: yea

Swam in the dark?: yea

slept outdoors? yea

Pulled an all nighter?: yea

Been on radio/tv?: yea

Been to a party: yea

Gotten lost in the woods?: yea

Do you have any gay/lesbian/bi friends?: yea

ABOUT YOU

Wallet: money,store cards,drivers license,pictures etc

Coffee: french vannila

Cologne/Perfume: Belera, JLO


IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...

Cried: yes

Gotten sick: yea

Sang: Yea

Been kissed: no

Had a serious talk: no

Missed someone: no

Hugged Someone: yes

Shook hands with someone: no

Argued with a parent(s): no

Attend Church: no

LAST:

Thing you drank: water

Place you went: my work

Person you talked to in person: brother

Person you IMed: pareesa


LAST QUESTIONS

1.Your name? heather

2. Grandparents' first names? Joe,Katherine,William,Elizabeth

3. What songs do you sing in the shower? whatevers in my head

4. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? monster under my bed lol

5. When and why did you last vomit?: idk

6. What's in your pockets right now? dont have pockets

7. What color are your bedroom walls? Blue

8. Last thing that made you laugh? a tv show

9. Nicknames you name your parents? dont have nicknames

10. Things you shout to stupid drivers? i just honk the horn or give them the finger.

11. How do you like your chocolate? dont matter
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2006|07:07 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

1. Where did you take your default pic?
in my bathroom

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
sweatpants and a t-shirt

3. What is your current problem?
not being able to walk..i almost killed myself like 4 times

4. What makes you most happy?
my friends who are always there for me no matter what

5. Whats the name of the song that you're listening to?
Valencia- Away We Go

6. Any celeb you would marry?
hmmm..Adam Brody,Tyson Ritter, William (from the academy is)theres alot...

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Justin Timberlake

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
in a school play with a bunch of other people

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
no

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddy TV shows?
ohh yeah

11. Do you speak any other languages?
french

12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
yes

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
yeah

14. Whats something that really annoys you?
liars

Chapter 1:

1. Middlename: elizabeth
2. Nickname: heeth,helga,heater,heethbear..theres a million
3. Current location: my family room
4. Eye color: blueish-green

Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents:
yeah

2. Do you get along with your parent(s):
yeah

3. Are you parents married/separated/divorced:
married

4. Do you have any Siblings:
yes 1 brother

Chapter 3: Favorites

1. Ice Cream: chocolate marshmellow
2. Season: winter / fall
3. Shampoo/conditioner: Pantene

Chapter 4: Do You...

1. Dance in the shower: haha no
2. Write on your hand: yeah to remember stuff
3. Call people back: sometimes
4. Believe in love: yes
5. Sleep on a certain side of the bed: yeah the left
6. Have A Bad Habit: uh huh

Chapter 5: Have You...

1. Broken a bone: no
2. Sprained stuff: yea
3. Had physical therapy: i will in like a week for my foot now
4. Gotten stitches: yes but they were the dissolving ones which was cool
5. Taken painkillers: yup
6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: noo but i will before i die
8. Thrown up at the dentist: no
9. Sworn in front of your parents: yup
10. Had detention: yeah
11. Went to the Principal? yea
12. Been called a hoe: yea

Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s) you saw: Superman
2. Person to text you: i cant text
3. Person to call you? my mom
4. Person who hugged you: my dad
5. Person who tackled you: my brother
6. Thing you touched: the mouse on the computer
7. Thing you ate: ice cream
8. Thing you drank: water
9. Thing you said: "what?? "
10. Friend you miss the most: pareesa and amber
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2006|03:14 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |hungryhungry]
[Current Music |the red jumpsuit apparatus-face down]







What type of guy would you fall for...? [girls only]




You go for that skater / surfer guys. You'd like a guy with adrenalline and excitment. The abs don't hurt eighter.
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2006|11:38 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Location |my chair]
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]
[Current Music |cartel- Burn this city]

Q: Name one person who is on your mind right now?
A: someone

Q: Do you think your life has been good so far?
A: yeah

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: burlington

Q: Who is the last person you called?
A: pareesa

Q: Who is the last person you texted?
A: i cant text

Q: Been cheated on?
A: no

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: mom

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: 1 brother

Q: Do you smile often?
A: sort of

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: someone might be

Q: Are you sentimental?
A: yea

Q: What is your middle name?
A: elizabeth

Q: Do you wish on stars?
A: sometimes

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: no

Q: What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten?
A: sushi

Q: Would you kill someone?
A: i might

Q: When did you last cry?
A: a few days ago

Q: Have you ever met anyone famous?
A: lostprophets, valencia,return to arms,fairview,

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: not really

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: yea

Q: If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
A: yea

Q: What is your favorite school subject?
A: dont have one

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
A: probably

Q: Do you regret anything?
A: a few things

Q: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?:
A: dark blue

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?:
A: a dog

Q: MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?:
A: jersey girl

Q: WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?:
A: purple

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?:
A: watching tv

Q: I CAN'T WAIT TO:
A: get my cast off my foot and walk again

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR DAD?:
A: alittle while ago

Q: WHO GOT YOU TO JOIN MYSPACE?:
A: i dont know

Q: IS TOM ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?:
A: yea

Q: LOOK TO YOUR LEFT. WHAT'S THERE?:
A: a tv

Q: IF YOU COULD DRINK ANYTHING RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE?:
A: water

Q: DOES ANYTHING HURT ON YOUR BODY RIGHT NOW?:
A: my foot is numb..does that count

Q: DO YOU OWN A PICTURE PHONE?:
A: no

Q: ADMIT SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF:
A: i can be a very jealous person

Q: EVER CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP?
A: yea

Q: EVER CRIED ON YOUR FRIEND'S SHOULDER?:
A: yea

Q: DO SONGS MAKE YOU CRY?:
A: yea

Q: ARE YOU NORMALLY A HAPPY PERSON?:
A: yeah

Q: WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A BULLY?:
A: no

Q: IS YOUR SELF-ESTEEM EXTREMELY LOW?:
A: kinda

Q: What's your natural hair color?:
A: dirty blonde

Q: What color are your eyes?
A: blueish-green..ive been told they change with what i wear..i know weirdd

Q: Current Piercings?
A: ears

Q: Long or Short Hair?
A: long

Q: Currently wearing?
A: sweatpants and a t-shirt

Q: Rings?
A: 1

Q: Bracelets?
A: 2

Q: Is your hair up or down?
A: up

Q: Current Music:
A: Cartel

Q: Current Annoyance:
A: my foot

Q: Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing:
A: getting off the computer

Q: Current Favorite Book:
A: A Million Little Pieces

Q: Current Refreshment:
A: water

Q: Current worry
A: my foot

Q: Current ringtone:
A: idk
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im still alive [Aug. 1st, 2006|09:57 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Location |my computer]
[Current Mood |uncomfortableuncomfortable]
[Current Music |Lorene Drive-Change of Occupancy]

wow i totally forgot about this..ive just been going on myspace lately..but i finally got back on and wow all the good memories that are on here..anyways i havent wrote in here in forever and yeah .. senior year is comming up im excited and nervous at the same time..i just had surgery too on my right ankle and i cant walk .. which sucks because theres not many places i can go too..i have crutches and all but yeah its hard moving in them..ive already like almost killed myself twice because i cant walk with them..but at least i only have a week left then the doctor said i can start walking again..but since ive been off my foot for 2 weeks i have to do 3 weeks of physical therapy for each week i was off..and gloria said that its so annoying cause you are around a bunch of old people who are always asking you questions of ohh what happened..that sounds like funn .. NOT lol so im not looking to forward to that...
and right now im watching the news...what the fuck!! ........
okay im back i changed the channel..something really weird was on so yeah it had to go..






bye people ill try to update this more..but idk if i will be able to get around too it..
visit me on myspace
<3333333
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its been a long time [Jan. 21st, 2006|06:05 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |moodymoody]
[Current Music |Valenica cd]

wow i havent been on here since august..that a long ass time
anyways im hungry waiting for dinner to get here..its taking forever
my brother isnt here tonight at my house which is awesome im so loving it and im still trying to get this stupid vcr to tape..man am i stupid or something cause its not working for me and its pissing me off..hopefully ill get it to work or ill cry.

alright well im gonna go people
and work some more on the vcr ill probably get mad and end up throwing it up against the wall. haha byezz

p.s. 10 days till my birthday!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2005|01:59 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |hidden in plain view cd]

Wings
If you were an anime character the first thing
people would recognize about you would be your
wings. Having wings as your primary
distinguishing feature shows that you are
someone who holds to your beliefs (whatever
they may be) and yet, you are not afraid of
change either. You are a thoughtful person
with a tendency to see beyond what most people
perceive, and are quite open-minded towards new
and unusual ideas. Most likely you are quiet
and unobtrusive, especially in unfamiliar
situations, because you prefer to observe.


What Would be your Most Distinguishing Physical Feature as an Anime Character? (anime pics!)
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wow havent been on here for so long..anyways talking to yvonne right now..
probably gonna go to her house later and hang out with her.. went driving today im really bad at parking yeah i took up like two parking spaces and went ahh screw it..lol gotta practice that..well im gonna go get ready bye guys!
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(no subject) [Jun. 10th, 2005|01:50 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Mariah Carey - We Belong Together]

*************

Your wise quote is: "The best
antiques are old friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.


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well im pretty bored right now..hopefully going to the mall in a few hours with pareesa..we have like 3 days left of school im so exvited i cant wait till summer...alright well im gonna go now and watch tv..ill try to keep updating this
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2005|05:36 pm]
RuinsOfOurLove
[Current Mood |blahblah]
[Current Music |fall out boy]

The survey that is about me
Name:Heather
Birthday:1-31
Birthplace:twp
Current Location:NJ
Eye Color:blue-ish green
Hair Color:dirty blonde
Height:5"6
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:irish/german
The Shoes You Wore Today:black sandals
Your Weakness:school
Your Fears:to fail, bugs
Your Perfect Pizza:pepperoni or cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:better grades
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:i want to go back to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature:my eyes
Your Bedtime:dont have one
Your Most Missed Memory:8th grade trip
Pepsi or Coke:either one
MacDonalds or Burger King:burger king
Single or Group Dates:single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:yea
Do you Sing:yea not good tho
Do you Shower Daily:yea
Have you Been in Love:yea
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:someday
Do you belive in yourself:sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:yes
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:i guess
Do you play an Instrument:no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:yea
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:yea
How do you want to Die:asleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a nurse or psychology
What country would you most like to Visit:Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue or brown
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:both
Height:5"9 and up
Weight:dont care
Best Clothing Style:dont care
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:too many
Number of Piercings:2
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:a few

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